Chunbo Zhang
Beijing, China.
How I recover the joy of life.
“I used to always doubt my value and was
either on the top of the mountain of pride or at the valley of
self-contemptuousness. After my participation with Landmark
Education, I do not doubt my value any more, and I have stable
confidence. And whenever I lost my confidence, I have learned the
skill to reinvent it anytime I want to. I have become the owner of
myself and my life."
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Life is
good after the Landmark Forum in Beijing
My name is Chunbo Zhang;
I am a legal manager at a venture capital
corporation. I graduated from the Beijing University
and then began to live and work here in Beijing. I
love Beijing, I think this is a great capital city
and I love its greatness and its tolerance.
I was an excellent student; I usually placed at top
1 or 2 of the class. However, after I graduated, I
found out that I did not have the same joy in my
life that I had as a student. I found myself many
time aimless and with lack of confidence without the
familiar goal setting structure that I had in my
student days.
Occasionally, I had worries of being in poverty
disregarding the fact that my life was getting
better and better each year. Sometimes I doubted and
suspected that something must be wrong with me. Or
else, why did I keep changing jobs during a period
of every two to three years?
Then my friend and university classmate He Jing
introduced me to the
Landmark Forum. It was during
my Landmark Forum that I realized that I had made my
father so wrong. I saw how my attitude toward my
father suppressed my relationship to other people
and how this in turn had made my life difficult. I
did the assignments in the Landmark Forum and found
myself accepting my father and forgiving myself.
I did not understand what happened in the Landmark
Forum. But I did not care, because I know it has
done magical things for me. On the next Monday, on
the way to work, I found myself loving every person
around me. I got interested in people. I felt warm
in my heart. I even played poker magic with the
young man (who was playing with a pencil with his
hand then) sitting next to me in the subway.
After the Landmark Forum, I stop hiding myself, I
begin to accept people and share myself with people
around me. I accept my job, my husband and life
around me and I find wonderful things I did not see
before. Life is good after the
Landmark Forum in
Beijing!
I had delayed getting pregnant before. I used to say
because that it was what I had wanted. But the truth
was, I made that decision driven by my own fear and
lack of confidence. Now after the Landmark Forum, I
have become a happy mother with a beautiful son.
I participate in the
Landmark Assisting Program after the Landmark Forum.
I remember, to attend this program, you must promise
that you can get more than what you contribute. It
is a perfect environment you can get after the
Landmark Forum.
I loved to be in such an
empowering environment where I can contribute to
make my life and other people’s life better. I
experience that I make a difference and that gives
me great satisfaction.
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